Monday, February 8, 2016

big dumb idiot

I'm a big dumb idiot.

You guys remember this? 




And yes, I know how insanely douchey that sounds. 

...anyway.

In that post I said things like, "I'm really starting to make better choices... I'm taking less risk now... I'm becoming more consistent." 

Well, then this happened.




My account fell off a cliff, then fell some more. It sucked. 

Took me most of a year, with some breaks, to build up $20k. 

Took me three and half weeks to lose $18,000.

Once again, I got cocky. I wasn't satisfied with the few hundred+ dollars I was making per trade and I wanted bigger wins. I didn't get them. Instead I got a huge loss, followed by several more huge losses.

This is where I'm at now.

Up approximately $15k in three months. Almost wiped out all of my losses once again and back to normal.

I don't think I really have a point to make in the post. I just wanted to keep you informed. If I'm not posting blogs it probably means I'm losing a TON of money. 

Trading isn't all cotton candy and roses. It can absolutely destroy your morale and self esteem.
There are days I think I'm the smartest man alive... and there are days I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing.


Trading is educated gambling. Unfortunately, I love taking risks for the potential reward.
Not everyone can lose a new car, only to make it back right away, just to repeat the cycle again later.

The majority of folks would walk away from trading/investing after a big loss and never touch the market again. I don't blame them. There's days I can actually see my hair turning gray while sitting at my computers. Is it all worth it? I don't know yet, I guess I'll only find out when I'm either rich or broke... or when the old lady makes me quit. #shoutout #bae #yolo

Trading isn't easy, but it is simple. 

I think everyday I'm becoming a better trader and especially a better risk manager (aka emotion manager). It has a lot to do with maturity and discipline. I'm not there yet... I'm still stubborn. But, I'm growing and I love it. 

Do what you love and the money will follow.



SIDE NOTE: I need to give a shout out to my friend Casey Rosenblatt. He took some recommendations from my twitter and made bank on his TVIX trade a few weeks back. 


That made me feel great. I truly enjoy helping people with finances, trade ideas, etc., so please come to me when you ever have any questions or want to bounce trade ideas around!

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